As I was researching what to write about today, I came across this post I put together before Easter last year. No matter how hard I try to get caught up, I always seem to feel overwhelmed and exhausted at the end of each week. Thankfully, this post reminded me how to have a truly restful and joyous Easter. I hope it does the same for you …
From time to time, I experience what I like to call a “mom meltdown.” For example, as I was driving home yesterday after a late-night Easter basket run, I looked around my vehicle, at the kid crumbs and discarded french fries and junk from all the projects I’m working on, and I mentally threw my hands up in the air.
“Why can’t I ever seem to get it together?” I asked myself. “I’m always so overwhelmed and behind on everything.” And then came the other inevitable questions:
- How do my friends do it? They always seem so organized and at peace.
- When will I ever get caught up?
- What do I need to change to make things easier?
- Why does life seem so hard?
- What is wrong with me?
And as I drove home in the dark, exhausted and on the verge of tears, this verse popped into my mind:
But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. – 2 Cor. 12:9 (NIV)
For Type A people like me, this verse is hard to grasp. Because I want so much to improve myself, to accomplish my goals, to please others, to control the outcome. It’s unnatural for me to boast about my weaknesses because I spend so much time trying to get rid of or minimize them.
But during this particular late night “mom meltdown,” it was as if God himself laid His hand on my shoulder and simply asked me to let go …
… To let go of the idea of perfection – the perfect home, the perfect family, the perfectly organized and chaos-free life.
… To let go of the silly notion that I will catch up on my to-do list.
… To let go of the striving for significance, influence and approval.
And then He asked me to rest. Rest in the promise that He’s still working on me and I will never be complete on this side of heaven. Rest in the promise that He cares for me and has never failed to provide me with everything I need.
Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6-7 (NLT)
Do you not know? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. – Isaiah 40:28-31 (NIV)
So in spite of the fact that my life often looks and feels a lot like the wobbly fan I renovated on my back patio, I can actually rest and rejoice in the chaos of every day. Because it is one more piece of evidence that Jesus is alive. His power rests on me and is made perfect in my weakness.
May you enjoy a restful and joyous Easter celebration!